Crowded And Cold

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So, the last few days have been rather aimless, with both too little and too much to do. The main problem is that until certain connections are made, I just can't get on with things and I'm already tired of doing nothing. Amusement must be carefully parceled out, and so I'm going to a film tonight, reading my new comics tomorrow, and getting a massage the day after that. I'll also be doing some careers investigation (with some course reading as well, I hope) in the coming week. At least my Real Estate Finance book has arrived, and I can get started on that.

Otherwise, it has been really wonderful to see old friends again, but it's going to take a bit of time to find a way to fit myself into their lives again. Plus, relations with family are still very strained, and as a result I feel both alone and uncertain in my new path. Of course, it's not entirely unexpected - everything changes.